Journal Entry January 12, 2011

Last night was one of the best nights! Andi and I were together all night. I had not seen him in so long, so just seeing him lifted my spirits! Having him hold me in his tight embrace made all of my fears and worries disappear.  We did talk about some issues such as him fighting for the Alliance. I am still a little concerned over that. I do not wish to fight him, I don't even know how I could. I warned him that when I am in battle I lose my mind, I would most likely hurt him before I even realized it was him. I wish things could be different, but some day we will most likely have to face each other on the battle field. I will try not to think about that for now though. We talked and were open with each other, and that is what matters most.

It seemed like we talked forever with him just holding me. I was so content. Then something more happened. We started to kiss and then one thing led to another and we made love. It was so magical. I've been with other men before but I do not think I have ever been in love with the man I made love to. It was a totally different experience altogether! I cannot seem to stop smiling today. I can only hope that Andi feels the same way. He seemed happy when I left him this morning.  I hope that not too much time passes before we can see each other again.

Any doubts that I had about our feelings for one another are totally gone now. We love each other completely. We can figure out everything else. We have conquered so much together, even death. I feel like now, everything is the way it is supposed to be. I can say with all honesty that I am happy. Nothing can take this feeling away from me.

*LIttle hearts are drawn on this Journal entry*