I am very happy today. I hadn't been fighting for the past few
weeks. I just didn't feel like myself. I had not fought well one night
and it weighed heavily on my heart. My sister and some friends had to
attack Redridge because the Alliance were attacking us so we had to
retaliate. I decided to go with her because I didn't want her to get
hurt. It turned out to be a glorious night though! My skills were better
than ever, maybe the rest was just what I needed. We had Lore healing
us which was a great thing too! I do not even remember all of the people
that came with us but it was a very successful night indeed. Many
Alliance died by our hands. I also saw Lune. We fought each other for
much of the night. I wonder how Andi would feel about that.
Andi.
My thoughts turn to him. I have not spoken with him since our night
together the other night. We talked so much about so many things, and
now nothing. I am not blaming him, I feel like maybe it was too intense
and we both needed a break from speaking and seeing each other. We
opened up our hearts to each other. That can be painful. I went to our
spot in Eversong last night and just sat looking out at the ocean. It is
so peaceful there. I could almost feel him there with me. I ended up
falling asleep there from sheer exhaustion from my fighting.
I
awoke renewed today. I feel more like my old self than I have in ages. I
know Andi is very understanding but I do not know how he will handle me
fighting with Lune last night. I did not know she would be there and I
was quite surprised to see her though. It wasn't like I sought out to
fight just her. Maybe I can talk to him later...
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