Sunday, July 7, 2013

Journal Entry September 17, 2010

 What happened last night? Biara met with Lelliel which I knew she was going to do at some point to give her that damn dolls head back, but what was said during this exchange? Biara sent me a letter saying she wanted to see my mother's necklace. I don't know if this is such a good idea. What the hell did that little priestess say to my sister! I will kill her if she told her anything about my past! I am fuming right now. How dare she? I would have just met her myself to give the doll's head back if I knew she would rat on me to my sister. This is not good news at all. How much did she tell? Does Biara know about everything? My mother's betrayal of Silvermoon, my half Kaldorei heritage, that I have a twin sister?

My mind is swimming I do not know what to do. How will Biara react to this news. She loved my mother, she loves me. Will she be able to love me knowing what I really am though? I wouldn't blame her, I'm tainted. Would she kick me out of Dayfire Spire? Would she ever forgive me for keeping this awful secret from her? In truth "I" have not even known this secret for too long. She will react poorly though I'm sure, with good reason. I would probably react the same way hearing this about her. Fell, I didn't react well when Lellliel had first showed me all of the visions.

I must talk with Biara later. I have to find out how much she knows, if anything at all. Maybe Lelliel didn't tell her anything, but just said that the necklace was magical in some nature and Biara just wants to see for herself since she is a Magistrix and all. Maybe I am overreacting and it is really something quite simple. Too much has been happening lately, I cannot handle if my sister were to hate me. She is all I have left. My only family, well if you don't count that "other" sister of mine. I will write Biara a letter and we will talk more about this later...

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