The last few days
have been strange. So much has happened, I don't even know where to
start. My heart is broken. My sister almost killed me. I do not know
what to do. I was near death and Hauk found me last night. I do not know
how I can ever repay him for that. He had been searching for me, I'm so
glad he was. He brought me to Light's Hope Chapel last night. The
healers here are wonderful. I almost feel like myself again! I have a
scar on my stomach from the magic Biara cast on me. The healers said
that they could remove it if I wanted them to, but I said no. I need to
keep it to remember what happened. It will remind me to think of the
consequences of my actions.
I now know that it was wrong of me to try to seduce Andi as a way to learn secrets from the Alliance. I did not stay detached and it cost him his life, and almost mine as well. Andi is dead. It feels so strange to even write those words. I loved him. I didn't think I would, but I did. Did I even tell him that? Did he know before he died? I hope so. I know I didn't want to admit it to him, or myself at first, but it was true. Should I seek out Lune to pay my respects? No, that probably would not be a good idea. I will let it be for now.
I asked Hauk to get my ax for me, I will resume my training when I feel better. My mother's necklace was also gone, it must have fallen off when I was thrown off the cliff. I just feel so empty now. My sister hates me, my love is dead, I do not even want to go back to Silvermoon. Andi, I am so sorry for everything I have done. I hope that wherever you are that you can forgive me....
I now know that it was wrong of me to try to seduce Andi as a way to learn secrets from the Alliance. I did not stay detached and it cost him his life, and almost mine as well. Andi is dead. It feels so strange to even write those words. I loved him. I didn't think I would, but I did. Did I even tell him that? Did he know before he died? I hope so. I know I didn't want to admit it to him, or myself at first, but it was true. Should I seek out Lune to pay my respects? No, that probably would not be a good idea. I will let it be for now.
I asked Hauk to get my ax for me, I will resume my training when I feel better. My mother's necklace was also gone, it must have fallen off when I was thrown off the cliff. I just feel so empty now. My sister hates me, my love is dead, I do not even want to go back to Silvermoon. Andi, I am so sorry for everything I have done. I hope that wherever you are that you can forgive me....
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