Thoughts

Kyliska stared out into the ocean. She was on the hill that Andi and her had met on so many times in the past. Now they do not have to live in secret but she still liked to go there to clear her head. It was a place that would always comfort her even though some terrible things happenened there as well.

She sighed as she sat down in the lush grass. Almost subconsciously her hand went to her stomach and she slightly caressed it. She was lost in thought and then looked down and realized what she was doing and quickly took her hand away as if she were burned.

A baby. How could this be? Kyli knew she would most likely be a terrible mother. Her job was not great for a mother. She put her life in danger almost daily. She fights to protect her people, she fights the Alliance, and she fights in the Arena. Yes in the Arena you could be resurrected, but fighitng the Alliance you could meet your ultimate death. How could she put a child through that much pain, never knowing if their mother would come home or not? At least she knew that she would never be a traitor like her own mother. But she did end up falling in love with a Kaldorei like her. Strange how sometimes you are just destined to follow in your parents footsteps.

A small tear fell down Kyli's face as she watched the setting sun over the water. She had to tell Andi about this, it was as much his problem as it was hers. He had a right to know. Even if she found a way to get rid of it, he would still need to know. But how would he react? Knowing how sweet Andi was he would be very supportive and loving like he always was of Kyli. She smiled as she pictured him and how he would act. He would hug her tightly and tell her that everything would be ok. He was so good to her. But what if he wanted her to keep this baby?

Kyli stood up and started to pace back and forth. I can't, I just can't. Maybe someday, but not now. I just found Andi! And now he is a Sin'dorei and we can be together openly! How could this happen to her now? She was being selfish and she knew it, she wanted Andi all to herself. She didn't want to share him, even if it was with their own child. She also didn't want to give up fighting. It was what she lived for, it was in her blood. Who would she be if she didn't fight?
Kyli slowly unsheathed her sword and held it in front of her.

 I would not be Kyliska Sunblade anymore if I didn't fight, she thought. I would be no one. She stared at the sword, almost lovingly. She slowly glided her hand on the sword and slightly cut herself. A small amount of blood was pooling in her palm from where she touched the sharp edge. She knew that she could heal that small cut but she didn't.  She just stared at the blood. Her adreneline started to flow. Even seeing her very own blood brought up these strong emotions inside her. She knew that some would think she was crazy for feeling this way, but she didn't care.  Kyliska Sunblade was a fighter. She would fight this problem she had. She would seek out Andi and Biara and tell them.