Journal Entry September 11, 2010

I am very displeased this morning. My heart is still in shambles and then to be betrayed last night did not help matters. I just wish I could find out why the Horde seem to eager to betray their fellow comrades as of late. I know treachery happens but I really thought that the one thing that ALL Horde could agree upon was that the Alliance were our enemies and must be dealt with. Apparently I was wrong and there are many people that wish to see Biara and I dead. We have found out that they have actually told Guild Watch where we were and that we deserved to die. Why would they do this? Even if they do not agree with why we are attacking, I didn't think that they would actually go TO the Alliance to tell them to kill us. They were sent by someone, I have no idea who. First last week's betrayal and now this. This seems to be a weekly happening with us.

I have a mixture of emotions. First I am angry that all of this happens and then I feel sadness and pity for the damn Alliance Sympathizers. They will get what is coming to them. They will learn the hard way that you do not cross Biara and I. On a bright note the stupid Alliance needed 13 members to take out our 4. That put a smile on my face at the very least. We are such a threat that they need 3-4 healers and many other friends to take us out. If it is an even match we destroy them. I'm happy to know that they fear us this much. I guess we have made a name for ourselves now. I do not even care about that. I just want this spying and treachery to stop. What is the point of it anyway? If there are people on horde that love the Alliance so much maybe they should go to that side.

I feel like the Horde's numbers are dwindling day by day. I had thought our numbers were not bad for quite some time. But after these recent events I have come to realize that a lot of my supposed "Allies" and comrades are really working for the Alliance. I'm sorry I do not beleive in this balance or peace, we are at WAR with the Alliance whether anyone likes it or not! Why do some people fail to see that? We may be able to work together with the Alliance in select situations, but those are few and far between, that is when something greater is attacking Azeroth. But after we go our separate ways. This is just the way it is. The sooner people start to realize this the sooner we can actually start to trust people on our side again. As of now I do not trust ANYONE but the other members of The Trust. I have been burned too many times from my fellow Horde members to think that they will help me in any way. Until they give me reason to believe otherwise they are not on my side. They are guilty until proven innocent from this point on.